Torn and I feel Numb, Painful Wounds Poem

 

Torn

Can’t tell how I feel

Is this numb?

Or is this so painful that I am unable to feel?

In such a twisted time as this,

I wish the whole world could fade away

Leave me all alone for once

To leave me running in the rain

Droplets fall, trying to break in

Break past all the lies I’ve stored within

They feel so small, so insignificant

But they make me scream
And I try to run

Just become a fading figure, a lonely shadow

In this haunted avenue of broken hearts

I hear the echo of my dark heart beating

But the real sound is gone forever

Now it’s reduced to a celestially shattered existence

Eternal promises fading to grey

My eyes drop down to the pavement where the broken lay

Frozen in horror, they cannot cry

Not after their eyes have been cried out dry

I try to run from what I realize I have become

Running from myself, to make the past undone

My only purpose is to get back who I was,

To hide from my nightmare of bleeding apathy

But I cannot forget the floods of pain

Just as my wrists are forever shamed

The wounds I have felt have left jagged scars

But nothing has ever really been healed

All the tears I’ve cried could fill an ocean

If only I could wash away those salty waves on a dawn bight day

But there’s no way I can get rid of these invisible stains

Maybe I can simply cry my heart dead and carry it away

- Christina

Abusive Relationship Poem

 Abusive Relationship Poem

I can no longer hide my pain.
nobody wants to rescue me from drowning into a sea of emotions
You've struck me , broke my bones , killed my will, and stole my strength. 

You have hurt me , patched me up with sadness and loneliness.
Still I cry out to you, and long for you with more than life its self. 
The demons comes from your thoughts and mouth , to devour my heart . 
But still i cry out to you .  

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 I just received this poem and it seems as if this person is in an abusive relationship, but still loves this person.  Any comments that you would like to leave for the author? From an outside perspective it seems obvious that the author of this poem shouldn't be in this relationship. Self esteem issues?

Letting Go

A Beautiful Poem About Letting Go
written by Tracey Fletcher

LETTING GO

Searching for answers that are clear to see

Our life of love starts to slip from me

Try as I might to hold onto the past

Its time for our love to be released at last

No longer can I have my heart open wide

The ache is unbearable when you come to my side

I know in my heart we are not meant to be

Therefore it hurts when you insist on loving me

The fear in my heart matches the tears in my eyes

The rules have now changed and its time for goodbyes

Difficult I know to let go of a love so strong

But we do not need this to feel we belong

Friendship is what I need from you my friend

Based on respect and honesty right to the end

For you to value me forever in your life

But not as a lover, confidant or wife

A distance is needed between you and I

To ensure I no longer have many tears to cry

To feel happy for your future is what I long to feel

Yet emotions I feel shouldn't be part of the deal

So in my heart you will always remain

I need to bring sunshine out of this pain

For our children never be too far away

In their lives you are here and always to stay

Reaching deep inside I see a light burning bright

Something more for me is well within sight

I thankyou for all you have ever given me

But its time to let go and let me be all I can be

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Beautiful Poem About Letting Go Of Love

Written By,

'Tracey M Fletcher'

Your My Everything - Love Poem

Your My everything - Love Poem

Radiating emotions, a relationship without trust is nothing,

Calm the noise to silence,

Watch over all of us.


Without anything in return you give us everything we need.


There is nothing better to learn more about you everyday,

You’re the only thing we need, to believe and trust, and give ourselves all to you.

Wait and sit ‘til the day I get to see your face, wait for my time to come.

There is no peace in this world, ‘til I’m in your arms one day.

You’re the light when I walk through the darkened forest night.

You’re my everything that shall always be in my heart.

Walk, walk and walk with not a slightest clue of what will come after everything,

The only way is to trust and wait ‘til the day has come.

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What Happened To Us? Poem

To find someone like you

I call it a fate......
Maybe chance.....
Or is it luck?
No wait I know it's a miracle!

Someone whose been there through all my highs and all time lows.

A friend whose held my hand and told me to hold on to my dreams and
never let them go.
A friend that said "niggah keep your head way up high don't you ever
let me see you cry".


A friend that followed me to the end of the road and when it split he
never departed/
And when all odds were against us there we were laughing it off
And when the world brought us down we said fuck it all and we'd escape
the pain if even for a moment, a second, a day!


A friend like you is irreplaceable.
And so hard to find
And now this emptiness fills your eyes
And your cheeks become cold
And your breathing has stopped
And your heart loses the sync to mine
And you have ceased to exist in my world.
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In my heart is where you'll always belong.
In my mind I have your smile and all those broken promises.
And all those times that we talked on the phone,
And all those times I tried so hard not to laugh.


I just cant seem to make you happy
I just can't stop myself from hurting you
And you do the same to me
And now look at us were both in pain.


What happened to us!?
What happened to we!?
All that's left is you and me!

Broken Heart poem written by,

Diana

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When We Kiss - Romance Poems

When we Kiss...

When we kiss, It is total bliss.

We touch and it is magic in the air.

When we embrace, we look into one another's eyes, and fall in love

all over again.

Our sweet romance, is something to write about in novels.

We are the perfect couple and no one can tear us apart and leave us,

with a broken heart.

We are never going to leave one another, and always be in love we shall, for all eternity.

You bring me sweet serenity and the passion between us is awesome and so powerful.

There shall never be another like you and you know that no one shall ever take your place.

You're worth loving and worth being true to.

I feel you will always be my one and only guy, and you never cheat on me or lie, to me.

This much I do know.

Together we have grown into a golden flower, and the rainbow that is above it, prooves we are meant to be together forever.

The ocean we been through is so calm like our love is, calm.

We go places and see new things.

The trees we escape into or into a nearby cave..and we are in love, so wonderful and so true.

I feel the breeze and makes me think of you.

I dream of us riding on horses, that take us far away from reality, into a dream world, one that is magical and beautiful.

I feel your soft touch, your kiss on my lips, my rosy cheeks they are when you whisper sweet nothings into my ear, but really the words are sweet somethings.

You make me feel like a woman and I make you feel like a man.

You seem to understand me and my needs.

You are also my dearest friend.

I will never go far away nor abandon our love and sweet romance.

You are my dream come to Life and one day, I may become your wedded wife.

Forever, we shall be lovers, in a new futuristic time and I will always want you by my side.

No need to hide my sweet feelings from you my prince.

Together, will remain in love, and above all this, We shall be one anothers' soul mate.

We have the Greatest love of all time!

Written by Melanie Miller
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Tears - Sadness Poem, Relationship, Last Kiss

Tears

A tear...a sigh, no need to ask me why.

A tender kiss, I felt from your lips.

You see me sad.

But yet I smile, just for you.

I don't want you to see my sad face, so I put on a happy one,

to replace it.

One kiss was offered out of pity, I knew this.

And that's why it didn't erase all of my blues...

now you know why I feel the need to silently cry.



Written By Melanie Miller

Love and Reality Poems - Pain, Broken Heart, Memories

LOVE AND REALITY

I didn’t get your call today, nor I won’t any day.

I’m just sitting here reminiscing of us with dismay.

My heart is still broken, I still feel the pain.

I just don’t understand, it was yours to claim.

You can’t forget the memories or the love that we shared.

The tattoos or how much you cared.

I wanna hate you so bad and hate you I should.

I still love you so much and never really could.

You lied to me and said that you’d always be real.

I also told you I wouldn’t lie, so I guess I didn’t keep up my part of the deal.

I miss you my love, I really do.

I never thought you’d do that, or be so untrue.

I really thought that you loved me and that you were the guy.

And that I would never again cry.

My love for you is so real; you can’t ever say it wasn’t true.

I just hope you realize how much I have and always will love you.

Crying + Regret

Thank you for your poem Delilah. Most relationships that we have in our life will eventually leave us with a broken heart until we finally find our true love. It's hard not to feel Delilah's pain, regret, and her broken heart that is crying out to a lost relationship that may possibly be forever lost.

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"CRYING"

by:Delilah Fuentes

I know I promised I'd never make you cry;
I know it hurts, but please dry your eyes.


I will give you whatever you need;
A hug, A kiss, just tell me please.


To see you cry is a terrible sight;
Just let me love you and hold you tight.


I'll do anything you want to make you proud;
I'll climb the highest peek and scream your name out loud.


I love you too much to see you cry;
Please don't say goodbye.


Don't push me away, I must stay near;
To gently wipe away your tears.


If we must truly say goodbye;
One more time just close your eyes.


And let us share one final kiss;
For you are the love I will forever miss.!!

Somebody sent me this anonymous poem. It's about letting go of relationship and moving on. Moving on can be very heart breaking when your heart hasn't yet let go. Thanks for submitting your poems that we all can enjoy. Keep your original poetry that you would like to be submitted coming! Send your poetry to heartloveaffair@yahoo.com

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Even If


Even if I still love you today
Even if I so much need you to stay
Even if I still want you to be mine
Even if I so much need you to be fine

Even if a life without you is death
Even if your heartbeat is my breath
Even if I'm terribly missing you
Even if I pray for a hope anew

If your heart changed and your love is gone
I must say goodbye 'cause I'm not the one
Who'll hold your heart as tight as you held mine
who's destined by God for your love so divine

I must accept the fact that you're not mine
And in your life I must take off the line
I must let you go and set you free
For now I know your heart's not with me

Why can't we get along? Relationship Poem

Here is a poem about a couple that can't seem to get along, contemplating if the relationship has a chance, or if they are just wasting their time.

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Scared and confused with a lowered jaw.
Love, hate, and envy written within a song.
Anger is the emotion that I feel Inside.
Painful words, when I feel I wasn't wrong.

I can feel your pain,
When you want to cry.
I feel so sad, cry, and reach out my arms,
and wish we could open our wings to fly.

Written By Shawn
Mankato, Minnesota

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Addictions, My False Guide Poem

I just finished fixing a mess that wasn't really mine..
There were words that came out of my mouth yet I wasn't in the right mind. I was angry, I was hurt, I was panicked to head off your aggressive comments.

I know you want me to change. You want to change. Our ugly addictions want to meet at the top of the mountain. Who will win? Who will lose? Who is the winner or loser from that scenerio? Do I want to win that battle? Do I want to lose with a smile on my face when my fake guidance falls from that mountain? My false guide is pretty strong. He/she has muscles that you can't see on a tv screen. Yours has discreet powers that only few know, yet they can leave you defenseless to their power.

We succumb to evil, only because they give us momentary gifts of happiness.. My "guide" can make me smile, laugh, dance, and want to embrace what I think life is.. Why do I have tears falling out of my eyes while I write this if this "false" momentary happiness is how I'm supposed to feel..?

I know its not, yet still afraid to reach out again. Too afraid. Afraid on what could happen if I do. My false guide lets me know that I don't have to worry, and that he'll be there any day that I need him. He may make me feel bad, but promises to make me smile, and laugh once again. He/she has a track record of making me smile, laugh, dance, sing, yet also fall, cry, hurt, and yearn. Yet, has taken away dreams, purpose, goals, and seems to have singled me out to laugh at me when I'm caught in that web once again.

I feel foolish, when I am a man that can't contribute. It hurts my soul when I can't break out of my being. When I can't I can't give advice to someone less fortunate than me. It hurts me when I know I have wasted my life.

I loathe to look at my reflection when I'm sad. My addiction reminds me that, I don't have anything to offer. My heart has been blinded, twisted, torn, beat, encaged, and neglected. I don't know how to act. Just looking at the afternoon sky, gives me a smile sometimes. Still too afraid to open the shades too much in my room. Its just much more safe if you keep the shades drawn and keep out...... everything