"Same Mistake"
Saw the world turning in my sheets and once again I cannot sleep.
Walk out the door and up the street; look at the stars beneath my feet.
Remember rights that I did wrong, so here I go.
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>>>This is me walking to the bar. :( The sun doesn't shine during my walk. I don't even notice a moon. A breeze doesn't feel comforting. The voices in my ear are ignored. I'm a broken man walking out of my shell at this moment.
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Hello, hello. There is no place I cannot go.
My mind is muddy but my heart is heavy. Does it show?
I lose the track that loses me, so here I go.
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I am free and there is nothing in this world that bounds me from happiness except myself. My mind brings back the hurt of love that I, ME wouldn't allow at the time, or I couldn't receive in return. I'm terrified of the horrific scenes that play through my head. Yet, I still go on. :(
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And so I sent some men to fight, and one came back at dead of night.
Said he'd seen my enemy. Said he looked just like me,
So I set out to cut myself and here I go.
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Sometimes I reach out to the souls that can touch my soul. I'm hard to reach. I long for forgiveness, and search for a hand. I unleash my heart to others that will lend an ear, but too often it comes back and says that I'm the reason for my tears. "The enemy looks just like me"
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I'm not calling for a second chance,
I'm screaming at the top of my voice.
Give me reason but don't give me choice.
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I miss your love, cherish your touch, and remember the glow of your smile. Don't ask me to love you, or how you think I should love you. Give me a reason to love you. I will. Give me a reason!
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'Cause I'll just make the same mistake again.
And maybe someday we will meet, and maybe talk and not just speak.
Don't buy the promises 'cause, there are no promises I keep.
And my reflection troubles me, so here I go.
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I will continue to break your heart until we can connect in mind, spirit, and body. Any one out of the three will break us, and already has. I never wanted to hurt you. Maybe someday we can talk and put "accidental" hidden agendas aside about what we want. "My reflection troubles me", and I'm mad at myself! Maybe just open our hearts, spill out our souls, without the fear of them being crushed. No longer be defensive. Open the heart and soul and accept the result. We will live somehow. Thats how you find closure, or thats how you find rebirth of a relationship.
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I'm not calling for a second chance,
I'm screaming at the top of my voice.
Give me reason but don't give me choice.
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I don't want a second chance, nor do I want to give you one. I'm screaming for you to listen to me and whats in my heart. Your decisions have made me angry and I scream at the heavens. Let me know why we should be together. I know many reasons. I have many choices. Don't tell me to pick one!
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'Cause I'll just make the same mistake,
I'm not calling for a second chance,
I'm screaming at the top of my voice.
Give me reason but don't give me choice.
'Cause I'll just make the same mistake again.
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We have been through the same heartache again, and again. The clouds will no longer seem to take different shapes. No longer could we find the perfect picture. We have put our relationship in a "still frame" and the clouds no longer change into pretty pictures and change shape.. The sun no longer rises and falls.
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Saw the world turning in my sheets and once again I cannot sleep.
Walk out the door and up the street; look at the stars.
Look at the stars fall down.
And wonder where did I go wrong.
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Often I look up at the stars during a moonlit night? So many miracles, and too many to count. Why did yours fall out of the sky?